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eeek. [10 Dec 2005|12:34pm]
so last night i went out with brelyn and kay. and basically it was amazing haha.
we went to cheeseburger in paradise and checked out some hotties and then went to wes's house to hang out with him chris and trey and they were playing some halo. and then they pissed us off because they were like well we're going to hang out with sarah kashtan and her friends and they were like yall can come too and we were like uh no thanks so we definitely left and as we're walking out kay's like dude we should knock over those deer because wes has those stupid deer made out of christmas lights things and so brelyn was like flipping out and she's like kay no just put them so they're humping each other and let's go and kay like knocks one over on the ground and we run to the car screaming and then as we're leaving kay rolled down the window and screams laterr bitches! sooo loud. and we kept honking. it was sooo flipping funny i was like crying and almost hit a parked car. it was seriously the funniest thing ever. anyways..here are some pictures for you. i looked like poo but that's alright.

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[04 Dec 2005|01:06pm]
oh it's alright

cause there's beauty in the breakdown
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gosh emo kids <3 [26 Nov 2005|07:53pm]
I walk down the halls and 75% of people are complaning about something trivial. I know that there are going to be things that upset you or get you down for a little while, but it's probably not the end of the world. I haven't talked to many of these quasi-depressed kids that actually have legitimate problems to be depressed about. I guess it's part of this "emo" shit. Feel like crying, turn on some emo, that whole music lifestyle deal. Life sucks, boo hoo.
A few years ago the obsession was with being happy. "Shout out to Random, Random, and especially Random." I guess it went along with the happy music of the time. Why does everyone's personality have to change with music? People around here will follow anything...I should start a punching yourself in the face club and see how many join. I really wouldn't be surprised if I got quite a few members.

"So and so doesn't love me." Well, too fucking bad. Do you really think there's nothing worse in the world? How about the starving kid in Africa that has AIDS and is going to die any second from starvation, disease, or anything else. Does he have a reason to bitch and be depressed? You bet he does. Does he? Probably not. Grow up, people. Apparently suffering builds character. All it does around here is build morons.

Shut up. Your life isn't that bad.
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yeah. surveys suck. but i'm bored. [18 Nov 2005|04:24pm]
The Months Survey


January


o1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? probably. didn't happen

o2. If so, did you go through with it? yeah no.

o3. Does it snow where you live? not alot.

o4. Do you like hot chocolate? yesssssss.

o5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? no.

o6. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? meee and some other people but i'm not naming them


February


o1. Did you have a valentine this year? negative

o2. Did you WANT a valentine? yeah sure

o3. Did you play in the snow? if there was some.. yes i did.

o4. Do you have february break? yeee.

o5. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? we had to

o6. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? yeah


March


o1. Are you Irish? nope

o2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? if i remember

o3. Do you believe in leprechauns, four leaf clovers and all that stuff.. ? sure

o4. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? i think so



April


o1. Do you like the rain? i love it. unless i'm like walking from the pool into school and my hair gets messed up. and when i'm trying to go somewhere and i get wet. but other than that i love it.

o2. Do you celebrate easter? yeah

o3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? not anymore

o4. Have you ever kissed in the rain? no. :(

o5. Do you believe in the easter bunny? haha no

o6. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? yee my faja


May


o1. What's your favorite kind of flower? arizona roses. they're pink and orange and the sweetest things evahhhh.

o2. Do you love your mommy? pshh of course

o3. Do you like the spring? for the most part

o4. Finish the phrase: April showers bring mayflowers, but what do mayflowers bring? hell if i know

o5. What would you think of as a spring colors? pastel yellow, pink, blue and green

o6. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? yeah.


June


o1. What's the last grade you graduated from? uhh 10th?

o2. What day do you graduate school? like finish? like the 14th i believe

o3. Do you love your daddy? durr

o4. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? yep


July


o1. Do you have any special occasions on 4th of july? not really

o2. Would you consider yourself patriotic? not particularly

o3. Do you go on any vacations during this month? yeah

o4. Ever gotten really drunk on 4th of july? no..i could've this past one but i didn't

o5. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? yeah

August


o1. Do you do anything special to end off your summer? not really

o2. Does school start during this month? nope

o3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? yeah

o4. Do you like swimming? yeahhh

o5. Do you go to the beach a lot? i did this last summer

o6. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? yeah



September


o1. Does school start during this month? unfortunately

o2. Do you like school? i like seeing people at school.

o4. Who's your favorite teacher? kip flynn

o5. Do you like fall better than summer? i like the fall weather better yeah

o6. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? yeah



October


o1. What was your craziest halloween costume ever? i don't know

o2. Do you still go trick or treating? nope

o3. What's your favorite candy? candy corn

o4. What are you gonna be this year? i can't be anything.

o5. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? yeah



November


o1. Who's house do you usually go to for thanksgiving? my gparents. but we're going to our lake housey this year

o2. Do you like stuffing? negative

o3. What are you thankful for? alot. friends, family, music, everything i haveee yo.

o4. Name everyone who's at your family dinners. for thanksgiving? normally it's g-parents dahl, dad, mom, eric, me, aunt sara, uncle greg, dan, matt, uncle bob and aunt claire, aunt anne, uncle chuck, aunt whoever his wife is (chuck's my dad's cousin technically and they never come anyway haha), and it used to be grammy too but she died so yeah. i think that's about it.

o5. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? yes sir.



December


o1. Do you celebrate christmas? of courseee

o2. Hannukah? no

o3. Do you get presents? yeah

o4. What's your favorite present you ever got? i don't know

o5. Do you like cold weather? I LOVE COLD WEATHER. more than anything.

o6. Do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? duh like everyone i'm friends with.
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dsaoidfjeksdfklujoij. [17 Nov 2005|05:23pm]
so.
nothing is going on in my life.
monday i went to young life.
=wayyyy awesome.
and i have a new lover.
although certain boy from other entries=makes me want to kill myself still.
gahh.
but yeah new boy..is unfortunately a sophomore.
but you know..he's hott.
and we're going to get together.
basically..that's how it's going down.
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gahhhh [13 Nov 2005|09:27am]
[ music | wish you were here xx incubus ]

rahhh stupid boy friends who flirtttt.
stfu.
anyways ring dance sucked.
my pictures sucked.
i looked cute though.
but i left my ring in the effing bathroom at my house so i didn't have one.
oh well.
it was awful.
a waste of my time.
after me sara and anne left early we went and found bud, collin, kylene, lauren, and casey down at messick and we hung out in the freezing cold for some reason.
and i had to hold up on barfing at the sight of him and her together.
i don't like it at all.
and sara just kept saying oh well maybe they'll be good together.
but they won't that's the point.
they're just weird.
and i knowwww we would work.
that's what makes me the most mad.
i just wish he'd figure it out soon.

i saw a shooting star last night.
guess what my wish was?

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fo sho man [11 Nov 2005|07:09pm]
[ music | the tide xx the spill canvas ]

district chorus today.
i did pretty well i think.
at least i hope so.
filligay didn't even let us warmup.
uh hello?
you suck at life.
oh well.
football game tonight.
pregame hot chocolate with my lova lovaa anne.
we got our rings today at lunch.
i cried cuz i hated mine so much.
but it kinda grew on me.
mom said she'd buy me a new one but i guess whatevs i don't really care too much.
oh well.
i'll get a better college one.
cuz i mean i'll only have to put up with this huge honking piece of metal for another year and a half.
besides i'm sure it'll come in handy if i get in a gang fight.
hhahaha.
me and anus are taking pictures tonight befo' the game.
so i'll put those up.
you'll probably see my hideous ring too.
grosssssss.

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ugh. [10 Nov 2005|05:43pm]
[ music | teasing to please - cute is what we aim for. ]

Charlie Brown: I think I'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.


gosh..charlie brown.
it's amazing how cartoons know exactly how i'm feeling.
i love it.

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je t'aime eric vincent. [09 Nov 2005|02:33pm]
[ music | popular - nada surf. ]

actually..i don't.
at all.
we had the french field trip to HRA today to watch eric vincent sing in french.
and i couldn't stop laughing.
so i started talking to anne and cori and joey..but we were behind these stupid old ladies and this ugly bitch one with nasty fake red hair turned around and was like "would you stop talking right now" and i was like uh sorry.
but for real do i know you bitch?
no.
so don't chew me out because i'm not going to care.
whatevsssss.
anyways..HRA of course meant hott boys.
and i'm not going to lie there were a couple boys i'd hit. haha.




besties yo. me//sara//anne.

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well. [08 Nov 2005|06:58pm]
[ music | tech romance- her space holiday ]

i guess since nobody knows i have this i'll write what i want.
he makes me sooo flipping mad all the time.
like..why does he flirt with me if he's just going to go off and hook up with her?
seriously they don't even look good together and i don't know..we'd be good.
and i know it.
and i feel like an awful friend but i don't care.
because i guess for once i want this more than anything and i don't really want to back down.
and stupid best friend knows i like him..but she keeps talking to me about how much he wants her and how they're so cute together.
and i just want to smack her and be like and why wouldn't we be cute together?
because i know we would..a lot of people say so.
haha i'm so conceited sometimes..but really. when i know what i want i kind of think i have a right to it.
because i give up so much for other people and i always put other people and their wants before mine you know?
and for once i could care less who likes him and who thinks they should have him.
because i'm right about this. i know it.
and i just want it for once.



you know we were always sort of funny..in a car crash sort of way

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yay [23 Aug 2005|01:31pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | embers and envelopes - mae ]

yay for livejournal and gay stuff that occured involving me and my dumb attitude towards people. gag me.







please look me in the eyes and tell me you love me
because I need to hear that lie.

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